I have been busy with christmas, doing the decorations, decorating the tree, making sure the christmas lights work... etc., etc....

And when I got home from school, i was exhausted... i couldn't feel my legs anymore... mom made cookies, and saw some muffins on the stove and i wondered if that was white or lemon...

Mom heard my entrance to the house because we have a windchime at our door knob, and she wanted to talk to me about something. I was pretty annoyed at first because she asks me the stupidest questions sometimes, or she heard something from school and wants to talk to me about it. Maybe that was it... I felt scared because she always gave me a stern look when she says something serious. Mostly about school. But then, she said something totally different that blew me off a roof of a house... my grandma died just last night... i didn't know what to expect, but i knew she was going to die sooner or later. All because she was having problems with moving around places and barely even writing anything. And she was having chemo therapy, so that also made it hard for her and my family...

I don't know when her funeral will be exactly... but I will tell you when the time comes...

R.I.P. Jessie Swenson